ELYSIUM

Please save me from my misery
I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die
I am spending all my time
All my time is getting by
I've just been existing
Which isn't bad but isn't good
If you know me, think I would find something just to do
Find people just to meet
My memory is hazy
Can't come through with the fleet
It feels these people talk a bunch of shit
And there it is again, ego death
It's a mess so I feel like
I'm losing all my sanity
I feel confined
Right in my mind
Do not have time
For anything
Maybe they're right
Maybe they're wrong
I do not care
Pushing till dawn
Been so goddamn low
Time is so damn slow
Do all of this
Do it for what
What is the point
I do not know what the fuck is wrong
Not an idea what is going on
It's just a mess inside my head
I feel like I'm being pressed

(I feel like I'm being pressed...)

I cant sleep
Got me thinking i'm weak
Suffering for nothing
Been thinking bout it all week
I don't feel myself but I feel like myself
I've been numbing all my feelings
Been looking up at the ceiling
Kinda wishing I was dead
Blood dripping from my head
Kinda wishing I was not
Finding feelings in my thoughts
Feeling myself burning inside
But I'm still in it, living for the ride
When you wanna die but you wanna fly
Tell me i'm worth all of your time
Back on my grind
Maybe I'll find
A peace of mind
Back in my prime
You are my slime
Leave me behind
Roses and wine
I'm down with it, I'm ten toes
Been in the void, no comatose
Get some big racks
I don't need hoes
I don't need those
I don't need foes
But I need flow
For my ego
Off to the top, no vertigo
And I'll never stop but I'll never know
So it's easy come and it's easy go
And even so it's a stone's throw
If you lay low maybe everything is just fucking
All in my head I don't think I want to be dead