The First Time

I think about her every second of the day
On Instagram and I'm admiring her face
She wanna be my girl I swear that it's no way
I'm broken hearted I think everybody fake
That's why I'm always on some games
But when I kissed you for the first time I loved the way it taste
When I held you for the first time I felt so safe
Don't know if I wanna stay or go the other way
I never thought that it would be like this the first time I said hey

I seen this movie like a million times but I might let it play
Girl I don't know what say cause I'ma hurt you anyway
Girl I'm crazy about you just like you crazy about me
No we don't talk everyday I'd have you tatted on my face

Think I'm in love with you
But I can't give no girl my heart
I wish we could be friends forever
Cuz with you it's not that long
I even thought about a future with you picket fence and all
Blasting love songs in my car singing them along

Like please don't think I'm insecure cause I just can't trust no one else
And please don't think I'm insecure cause I just feel safe by my self

Might have to block you just to get you out my head
She tell me how she feel I wanna leave that shit on read
Thinking I don't give a damn and that what's fucking with my head
But I can't tell you how feel cuz we'll start right over again

I think about you every second of the day
My hands around your throat a smile was on your face
No you can't be my girl I swear that it's no way
I broke your heart I didn't wanna cause you pain think what we did was a mistake
But when I kissed you for the first time
And When I held you for the first time I felt so safe
I don't know if I wanna stay or go the other way
I never thought it would be like this the first time I said hey

It's been like 2 years You was good mans for like 2
You Told me a lot of secrets swear I learned so much bout you
I know how to make you laugh I don't know how to be your boo
I just cried like someone died because I know you crying too

But it's okay
She so bad I know is niggas that would wife her ass today
I ain't doing nothing for her she be doing more for me
Told her that she dodged a bullet she don't know that I'm insane
I know life it ain't a game that's why I gotta play it safe

I swear nobody know my pain
Every girl that say she love tell me I'm the one she hate
And I used to go to therapy but I remained the same
And they used to have me taking hella drugs and they flowing thru my brain

She say make up your mind I don't know how to feel
And girl I'm scared of missing out cause what if this was real
I know that love could kill
But if died right by your side girl honestly I would'nt give a fuck foreal

I think about it every second of the day
Girl am I trippin cause I listen to my brain
I lost my friend and it'll never be the same
Follow my heart and every time it bring me pain low key I love it the same
But when I kissed you for the first time
When I held you for the first time I felt sosafe
I don't know if I wanna stay or go the other way
I never thought it would be like this the first time I said hey

I never thought that it would be like this the first time I said hey
I never thought that it would be like this the first time I said hey



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Kennedy
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