Insane

I thought things might be back to normal
You know I thought I'd be at school
But no!
Everything's still virtual
And no that ain't cool at all
Oh oh oh ohhh

I don't know what's going on
The whole world is shut down
Heyyyy
I don't know what's going on
Cause nobody's around
Heyyyyy

It started way back in 2019
When I was still surrounded by everybody
It wasn't perfect but at least I wasn't all alone
It wasn't perfect but at least I wasn't on my own uh
It started with the fires
And our only desire
Was to be safe
Was to keep our lives here for another day
And yeah we was afraid
But thats okay
Fast foward to November 14th
That day was the one to put a whole n our hearts
That day to me forever set apart
Left scars code red is what they said
And when I heard the news my Heart dropped like lead
Dominic Blackwell the one thing I knew so well
His smile you could see it from a mile and you could feel his
Laughter filling up the space always the
Loudest inside the room oh goodness sake
Now Gracie our angel looked for good in the
World oh Beautiful and bubbly yeah a loving girl uh
Saugus strong and Ma! Can we get some Starbucks after this?

Shout out to the ones
Who be fighting on the front lines
They be risking their lives
Day by day
We know they're afraid
But they do it anyway
So thank you

2019 passed things chilled down for a bit
N i thought 2020 might turn out to be it
But nah
Kobe died corona hit protests started
Fightin for something that shoulda been but nah they got us started
Black white straight or gay
Hasn't always been this way
But who cares it is today
Don't want it no other way
Fight the hate fight the pain not OK but still we stay
Fighting for another day when everything will be OK
Fighting for equality so no one ever falls beneath
Fighting so our smiles are real not some fake a way to show our teeth
No need to expose all the things that we "know" uh
E-qua-li-ty yeah that should be our show
Wakanda forever means fight for your home
If you don't like it gotta build it up just make it ya own uh
Back to corona it's getting me down
Lockdown getting to my head make me feel like I'm drow-nin
Stuck between i miss you n forget the world
But now Im Tryna get em out get my thoughts unfurled
Got so much to say n no time to say it
So I'll just keep it real hot no time for playing
Im tired n I'm sad and I'm bored and I'm mad
But we all know when this over I'll be glad that's a fact yeah
Man stop. slow it down and rewind yeah

Don't know what's going on
How longs this going on for now
The whole worlds turned around
It's upside down
Yeah upside down
And now we're all on lockdown
With the Rona going around
And yeah we're all on. lockdown
Text message sent
When will it end?

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I... i need this to
I- I- need this to
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
I... I need this to end
Ay ayy ayyy

I'm losing my mind
And god knows I've cried
Trying to make it by
Make my head quiet down
Oh my thoughts are too loud
And I'm too proud
To admit I feel insane!
I'm insane! And I can't get rid
Of the loudness in my brain!
Ay ay ayyyy yayyy

I need this to
I need to end
I need this to end
I need this to- end
Text message sent I need this to end
Oh whoa oh oh oh ohhh
Whoa oh oh oh
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