Dark Toad

I may have depression but I can never know
Cos every single time I'm gonna spit a flow
I keep going back to the dark thoughts I have
When I'm alone I'm glad I'm alone
It may be something along the lines of murder
It may be something that I wanna take further
Am I clean cut like William turner
Or quick like Sparrow with a brain on the burner
Fuck talent that's disrespect
I put effort into life and the goals I set
We don't cut ties now we disconnect
All our issues with each other became indirect
So next time there's beef I'll take a step
No regrets, no hidden message or text
Hit it on the head let's all take a pledge
To disinfect our lives and see the effect

We don't know where to go
Stuck on the back of this dark toad
Stuck in a loop in a loop in a loop
(Reversed "we don't know where to go")
We don't know where to go
Stuck on the back of this dark toad
Stuck in a loop in a loop in a loop

Praying to God that God don't exist
I'm Hell-bound if I chose the wrong life to live
But in life, my life's a skit
I doubt he gives a shit about the things I did
A pit of glitter so easily attracted
A passing thought so pitifully distracted
A lego life built up from the neverending box
But broken down cos it wasn't good enough
A mind so overstretched and burnt out
No common sense but it won't burn down
On a constant edge with a constant frown
I'm uncomfortable with the way it panned out
Barriers ruined, connections cut
Logical progression left in the mud
How to protect your head when your minds exposed
And the most common death is having your mind blown

We don't know where to go
Stuck on the back of this dark toad
Stuck in a loop in a loop in a loop
(Reversed "we don't know where to go")
We don't know where to go
Stuck on the back of this dark toad
Stuck in a loop in a loop in a loop

No more jobs just be a guru for YouTube
If you can make a living just do you dude
A bunch of monkeys chattering on
At some point, one's gonna break into song
The God-sent saviour, new radical behaviour
But if it's not in line with mine I reject that flavour
That monkey looks different so the devil had to make her
Or is she the new breed by our creator
All hail the great ape what the fucks on my paper
Don't we all know that we're atoms in a shaker
Attacking something with different thoughts
Let's think it through it first before it's torn
Breed good times before the new Stalin's born
But the selfish deeds are piling up on the lawn
The circle of life, the true straight line
And what's the use of life if that life ain't mine

We don't know where to go
Stuck on the back of this dark toad
Stuck in a loop in a loop in a loop
(Reversed "we don't know where to go")
We don't know where to go
Stuck on the back of this dark toad
Stuck in a loop in a loop in a loop