Swimming To Saturn

The sun, the sun
Seems like forever since I last breathed in all your grace
It's begun, begun
Feelings of despair as I start floating out in space
I came pushing through trying to get to you
But I stumbled on myself
I fought my way inside, fell on my knees and cried
She put the flowers on your shelf
Falling farther from my daughter
Darkness surrounds me
I feel nothing
No reality

It's the same but there's no name
Peeling layers off, stealing color, take away all shades
There's no way to replace
I swim to Saturn a broke and shattered disgrace
There's not a star in sight, I cannot find the light
From you
I'm stuck in constant rewind, always pulled back in time
Pulled in two
Falling farther from my daughter
Darkness surrounds me
I feel nothing
No reality

I dream you're slowly drifting toward me
But you fly by in a flash
So much for gravity
Is this supposed to be the crash
No air to breathe, I sink deeper passed the rings
Please God, can I keep her
I sink deeper

I watched the daylight die, stood still as the tides rise
Felt the sun go down in your eyes
There's nothing left of me, as far I can see
I can't go on as a shell
Falling farther from my daughter
Darkness surrounds me
I feel nothing
No reality