Acedia

If I call you, will you pick up the phone
I think it hurts to be alone
I stare at the ceiling, and I don't move
Just waiting for your call is taking a toll

Acedia
I waited all day but you're never gonna call
Acedia
This is all I know now,
Where have you gone

Acedia
I waited all day
But you're never gonna call
Acedia
Where has your love gone

I'm mired in this never ending memory
Everywhere I look,
There's something of you
Staring right back at me

All the dreams we had
All the things we said we'd do
I'd give you my name
But now it's done for
It's dead in the water
I know you're never coming back

Acedia
Oh, how I just want to lay here forever
Acedia
I know I've got to get out of bed sometime
Acedia
Oh, how the torpor tears at me
Acedia,
It's so hard to be myself today

Just want to get back to being
How I was before
I just wanna be myself again
Is that so much to ask?

You slammed the door in my face
You just left without a trace
You vanished on me
You can't see that damage you've done
The damage you've done

Locked the door, and you left your key
And there was nothing left for you and me
I said those words
I love you

Slammed the door, and you left your key
And there was nothing left for you and me
I said those words, and you said those words too,
But what did it all mean to you?

Acedia
How do I go on from here
When there's nothing left to wait for
When there's nothing left to roll out of bed for, no
Acedia
How it tears at you
There's nothing I want to do
Than just bury it all and just go back to sleep