A Much Needed Death

You stayed around for a while
Like a prison, I'm losing track of time
But I found the secrets to life.
Face down
Buried from the inside
So let's talk, let's put it out on the table
What makes a man, do the shit that's incapable
Could be the demons that are pushing their way out
Painting the nightmare while deafening the sound
Giving in, giving up
I can't escape my past at will
Keeping fear
Keeping doubt
I fall into despair

Trapped inside these walls
Trying to escape
Can't find my way.
The silence inside my head
I feel you digging deep into my mind
Like a plague inside of me
Taking chances with every decision
Like my life's about to end

Can't be the beggar
When anxious for your wildest dreams
Life controls you
You dangle by your filthy strings
I rather drown than to beg on my fucking knees

Trying to keep alive
Now you're keeping me alive
Out of the dark be still
Carry the torch in front of me
Out of the dark be still
Finally found the enemy

I won't let you
No I won't let you in
This vow of silence is keeping me afraid that I am losing my vision
Now I found the path to my inevitable collision

Giving in, giving up
I can't escape my past at will
Keeping fear
Keeping doubt
I fall into despair

Trapped inside these walls
Trying to escape
Can't find my way
The silence inside my head
I feel you digging deep into my mind
Like a plague inside of me
Taking chances with every decision
Like my life's about to end

Guide my way
The silence speaks in rare form
Won't Escape
Incapable of all
I slaved for days
Looks like I'm getting it right this time
I can't find, I can't find my way
Looks like I'm ready to free my mind

Trapped inside these walls
Trying to escape
Can't find my way
The silence inside my head
I feel you digging deep into my mind
Like a plague inside of me
Taking chances with every decision
Like my life's about to end

The silence speaks in rare form