Losing Hope

Can I find the words to express what I really feel
I do my best so listen and go grab the reel
Watch this motion picture in the form of a scripture
Listen to it and hopefully it will heal

Nothing is working out but what can I do about it
To be honest I feel like I'm not allowed to get a shot at this
A life of feeling fortunate a kiss from a set of lips
A crowd losing it every time I spit
A stock of papers like in those music clips
A spouse to drag you out of your pit
Out of touch with my element
Or a message that's been heaven sent
What about a boost in my confidence
Maybe some screws which I lost back when
I was too busy developing
The truth is I'm sick of saying that I'm falling short on players
Playing streams I hate it what if I lose my patience
Dreams of rapping with the greatest
But it seems I'm lacking angels
So I give the devil my rap career and scream save it
Let it happen, I'm waiting for ages
Ready for changes like Tupac I'm too packed to be a laymen
Hellraiser on a track but I can't get any traction
Raging 'till the blaze fades

Need to feel rejuvenated
Someone is testing my patience
Cause I'm losing hope
When will I feel illuminated
So I can see the road
Need to feel rejuvenated
Someone is testing my patience
Cause I'm losing hope
When will I feel illuminated
So I can see the road

In a black hole semi depressed, this is just a fraction
Being clueless in this seat I'm sitting in
Emotions run deep as I'm reflecting on the countless weeks
Of rapping and searching for a fabulous incursion
A checklist of dreams checked plus a beautiful person
Having that would open my curtains
Flashback to the present reality
Witness the occurrence of the previous urges
Disappear like a girl curving
Exhausted of people testing my patience
'Bout to burst like a leaky faucet on a thousand bars
Am I counting stars
Cause it feels like I'm doing something indefinite
With no solid outcome behind it
All I got are my idols to give me guidance
To the person listening even when it's difficult
Don't forget things can change in an instant
You gotta hope for something considerable
Let's take a walk and see if my advice is practical

Need to feel rejuvenated
Someone is testing my patience
Cause I'm losing hope
When will I feel illuminated
So I can see the road
Need to feel rejuvenated
Someone is testing my patience
Cause I'm losing hope
When will I feel illuminated
So I can see the road



Credits
Writer(s): Indra Surkijn
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