The Color of Growth

The color of my conscience is a distant apogee
My route begins to pivot when you no longer connect to me
I can't suppress, the time it takes
I did again, what I have to face
And whether it is far or near
The wrongs that brought me, you have left me here

So if you are the catch that I have to throwback
Sharks in the water will thank me at last
Dreams I still have start to change how you look
The marks on your skin and the words I mistook for forever
Forever was never еnough!

Yeah, I've had motives that changеd over time
I find what I love and then just make it mine
Somewhere along those reservations never left
I kept this around but I also kept them
In case of this (I needed you)
I cheated him (I cheated you)
It's hard to look (into a mirror)
When the same road that brought me to you
Left me here

So if you are the catch that I have to throwback
Sharks in the water will thank me at last
The dreams I still have start to change how you look
The sound of your voice and the words I mistook for forever
The way that it dies starts to fade over time
But, forever, forever is never enough
Is never enough

I had to lose
So I could gain a better hold of myself
It had to go, the way it went
Now the way I see
I get it
Seething, seething

Now if you are the catch that I have to throwback
Sharks in the water will thank me at last
Dreams I still have start to change how you look
The marks on your skin and the words I mistook for forever
If I was the catch who let you throw you back

The next one in line, then should thank me at last
If dreams that you have you forget how I am, the sound of my voice
Let this help you remember forever
Forever was never enough