Grotto of Gethsemane

"I realize that this is a rough road
But a catalyst for change in a society is usually persona non-grata
With those who have been the beneficiary of the system
A catalyst for change has to be able to withstand the insults
The humiliations, the abuses, and the slurs
What's wrong with my running for president of this country?
After all, for fifteen years, I have been the ghostwriter for a lot of them"

Haven't spoke to God in years
And even tho it's quiet i know he still feels my tears
Calling out but It's like my prayers are falling on deaf ears
I feel like I'm alone, I just need to face my fears
About the man that I am, and the man that I was
I don't think that I changed, but I'm hoping that he does
And I know for that to happen then there needs to be "because"
But I don't know what it is or maybe what it was
Haven't spoke to God in years
And even tho it's quiet i know he still feels my tears
Calling out but It's like my prayers are falling on deaf ears
I feel like I'm alone, I just need to face my fears
About the man that I am, and the man that I was
I don't think that I changed, but I'm hoping that he does
And I know for that to happen then there needs to be "because"
But I don't know what it is or maybe what it was
Making beats to ease the pain
I be stealin all my samples jus cuz I don't wanna pay
I been workin on myself every night and every day
But no matter what I try I could never get away
From the monster that I was, yea it was right to say
That I never really learned, I'm just acting like a play
I really just wish that I could find a way
To make it all better but I don't know what to say
Started thinking bout it logically, but that's a different side of me
Wanna be heard know there's secrets to it, gotta be
I'm putting in the work, cuz I'm nothing like a prodigy
They gon hear me one day, guess that's jus my ideology
Even if I never make it, even if I fail
Got my brothers by my side and Ik they'll never bail
Even if I never make it, even if I fail
Got my brothers by my side and Ik they'll never bail

I know you're tired of lovin', of lovin'
With nobody to love, nobody, nobody
So just grab somebody, no leaving this party
With nobody to love, nobody, nobody



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Writer(s): Aleksandar Blanusa
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