Self-Doubt

As of now I'm not the type to be on top of it
Self doubt spacing in and out this ain't no rocket ship
I have yet to cheers to my accomplishments
I'm still here
That's why I'm not really on no cocky shit
This world is evil I'm tryna be a eagle to you rats on some stocky shit
Yeah I'm lil big bro see I'm the youngest but I'm hella dope
I might smoke and drink a coffee shit
I'm not too big on caffeine
It's just a drug they try to put in us like vaccines
Alter the ego feel like fecal elephant stampede
Side effects be no appetite can't eat
Does it sound like control or is it just me
Is it all a dream I can't see man I think it's time to wake up
All this fake news they put in your head like make up
Devil at your doorstep but he ain't come to shake up
Square ass human this cube is how you shape up
To be a diamond
It might be rough but all this tough shit got me out here climbing
No better time then perfect timing see my silver lining
Cuz I been absent and now that's past tense
Hit past the fence and now some get defensive

This ain't what they wanna see
This ain't what they want from me

So please just spare the BS and especially the beat around the bush part
It ain't too hard to keep it a buck we got good hearts
Some just surrounded by some demons we defeat em then we keep it even
Deal
They said if you gotta couple mil
I can't sell my soul but I know how they feel
Self discipline
That's what I made a habit to get dividends
I swear I tried to grab it but it disappeared
I guess it wasn't my time I'm not fully geared
Up to be the chief but I'm not hunting for these halos
I'm still cleansing everything just tryna lay low
Stat stacking for my own payroll
So I don't gotta do a damn thing they say so
Now it's case closed
I been tryna work my way up to elite
Wash rinse then repeat
The formula to keep it complete
We in the streets I'm tryna spread love the same way they spread concrete



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Writer(s): Surf Wreck
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