How I'm Living

2020 Got me thinking heavy
If I'm next up
But not in the way that I been working for
Stuck in the crib but I been working more
Never been the type
But niggas got me just waiting
Check in the mail was late with the bank statement
But I stay on time with the rent though
Nothing frozen for me it ain't that simple
Black skin
Low ends
Was already put down before the year hit
Only half way through it all now ain't that some damn shit
Dodging covid and ducking shots
Like shit ain't bad enough we back at it with the cops
Been had enough shit need to stop
But will It
Not like we don't feel it
But history repeats itself in the worst way
Never know if you gon make it to your birthday
Shit crazy
But real talk got me thinking bout my baby girl
Is she gon wake up in a world where her Dady don't come home
Will I not get to see her all grown
The thoughts been weighing on my mind
Got nothing but time
This is how I'm living
I know you relate

Life can be so dark sometimes
So dark
Hold on to the love and the light
Hold on
Cause you never know
Never know
When its your time
Your time
This is how I'm living



Credits
Writer(s): Terrence Dickerson Jr
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