For All Eternity

Who would have thought that love would be the end of me
I should've known that he will be my enemy
But I did never expect you to go back to this guy
Just never loving again can set me free
Fuck every other woman out there walking around
You barely listened to my words but please listen to this song
I wear this picture of us it tears me in two
But this picture of you is not the real you
As I lost you I lost more than I would ever thought
But what you left is me knowing it's not always dark
You showed me there is something to fight for in life
I love this pain it feels like cutting my heart with a knife
I don't regret that I died inside to see you smile
You are my first love and you'll be my last to try
I can't put into words how much you have touched my heart
Wish I could turn back time and have a new better start
But everything I ever wanted got ripped apart
And all that's left for me was nothingness and everything's dark
And I'm crying my eyes out now
And my soul is turning cold as stone
I hope you're happy now I know it's hard to see
That this pain in my chest is fucking killing me
As long as you are happy I don't need anything
Even if you won't ever know how much you mean to me
I don't blame you because you have chosen him
That you chose him and left me is not a sin
That pains the most is that now I have to see
You're trying everything to keep him but never did for me
I swear I want to spend my whole live beside you
But you think he is better no matter what we have been through
So you can have him and should know you could have me back
I just hope he makes you happy like I used to have
I never claimed to be a perfect guy
But I would stood by you until the day I die
Everyday I ask myself how happy we could be
I hope I'm worth enough that you remember me
I would suffer forever to absolve all your pain
I'm standing here thinking in the coldest rain
I'm more then willing to rot for you in hell
And if pain is a prison you let me out of my cell
You were my sunshine when it was raining
And when I think of you I forget where the pain is
My life was a war but you gave me peace
I'm addicted to you this is my perfect disease
It started with a kiss and turned out something else
My blood is standing still I can't think of someone else
I never believed in much but I believe in this
I'm incomplete without you and I'd kill for your kiss
Maybe my heart will never feel anything
But you're the one who could make it beat again
Trust in my words I want to move on in my head
I just can't let go the best that my heart ever could get
You were the one who saved me in my darkest hour
Thank you I forgive you all of this I think you should know that
There's one more thing that you should know
I want you happy so much that I'll let you go
There's one more thing that you should know
I want you happy so much that I'll let you go
I'll let you go
But I can't wish him the best I hope that he might die
I can't help it he has taken all I loved away
If you don't get what I said all I loved was you
When he will leave you again you will be broken too
And guess who will be there for you in the end
The idiot screaming here as I always did
I'll be always there for you, you turned me soft
I guess this is the thing that everyone calls love
Maybe someday two broken pieces can be one whole peace
You'll see I'll be here waiting for you
For all eternity