Yoki's Interlude

I'm so sick and tired of these places
I don't want destinations
I just wanna go home
Everyday a new different face
But on the inside I'm breaking
It's feels hard on my own
Deep inside my mind where the pain is
Now my skin feels so naked
I just wanna die young
Try to be so kind but they hate me
I just wanna relate but
They chase me when I run

I try to be cool
Hollywood and drama it turned me to a fool
I'm raising up these arms with bleeding wrists
I'm screaming you
Always gotta win cause you're the one thing I can't lose
Got nothing to prove
I just want the truth
Why you gotta lie to my heart I'm so confused
Bottled up emotions that I know you won't approve
I feel not enough and I don't know where to improve
Tell me what to do
Tell me what to do

I'm so immature when it comes to thinking pure
We can run but we can't hide from the truth
From the truth
Tell me how you work
Fixing gears not fixing words
I can't heal from all the scars so I lose

And you take the win
I want you to be happy so you're happy with him
Rushing in my veins I guess you're under my skin
I want the best for you but I think that was a sin
It hurts from within
So tell me something new
You would hold me back but I kept holding on to you
Even if it was over there was no need to be rude
I wish you knew how much it hurts when those words came from you
Words that left me broke
But that's how far it goes
I gave you everything but I guess that you wanted more
It's time we parted ways cause you had way more cons than pros
Broke into my heart but you will never harm my soul
Now it's time to go
Now it's time to go

Now it's time to break all these chains and to get over the pain
This is the part where I grow