Pain and Dreams

Ya know

They say that I talk about that too much they say I talk about this too much
Yeah, Gah, look

Can I talk about my pain, all the things that make me who I am
All the reasons I'm the resilience queen
Can I talk about my dreams
Yes I am every woman
I can do anything
Let me tell y'all about my pain
How I prevail through the hell
Man you should fuck with me
Let me tell y'all bout my dreams
Sometimes they turn into nightmares

I was dumb young, reckless "fun" just a baby... 18
When I fucked raw, unsafe sex and now... Issa baby in me? Shit
What I'm gonna do?
Who the fuck can I call?
Slack ass Nigga,
He don't give a fuck,
He being a ho fucking off
Hoe ass Nigga

I'm all alone in his mama house
He having his way
But I'm having my doubts
He saying he faithful, I know that he lying
I don't know what all the games is about
This baby, ain't just a doll baby,
It need real food, real love

I was far in, I'm losing my friends
I was losing him
Cuz He was on drugs

Sometimes I just gotta make it known
I ain't poor but I ain't rich,
Ain't fuck for this bitch you wrong
You really think you know how I did it
How I got hot, how I got on
It was ATL, it was so much hell,
It was savage sex
Man it was Yung Tone

Shout out to my babies
Yeah I made a promise
I Prioritized my mental health to obtain my wealth
Desi, Tay and Nique I told em Mommy got us

Can I talk about my pain
All the things that make me who I am
All the reasons I'm the resilience queen
Can I talk about my dreams
Yes I am every woman
I can do anything
Let me tell y'all about my pain
How I prevail through the hell
Man you should fuck with me
Let me tell y'all bout my dreams
Sometimes they turn into nightmares

Niggas really putting hands on me
Hands around my throat but it's not sexual
Shit
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
Got damn this a theme
Tell me how I'm your queen
You abuse me, and that's no thing

More than a baby mama
I am your babies' mama
Everytime you disrespect me, boy you disrespect our daughters

I'm no enemy, but I could be
It's easy... my .380 pink
It's a Shootout
if we link, ain't no talking you got me bent

Real shit

I'm the one who made you think
that that shit was ok
I didn't love
Myself back then,

Man that shit so fucking
hard to say
But it's ok let a bitch Nigga try a bitch today!

Yeah
Pretty gang shit
You know that we lit
Mommy gang shit
Up in this bitch
Ha, ya know I'm just saying like
Sheesh

Can I talk about my pain
All the things that make me who I am
All the reasons I'm the resilience queen
Can I talk about my dreams
Yes I am every woman
I can do anything
Let me tell y'all about my pain
How I prevail through the hell
Man you should fuck with me
Let me tell y'all bout my dreams
Sometimes they turn into nightmares

Black Lives Matter
Black Women matter
Black men you matter
Black kids you matter
And I'm Just like you
And I'm Just like you
I Go through shit too
Trauma I'm tryna work through
Yeah and I'm just like you
And I'm just like you