Black Sheep

(Hahaha Zerby)
(Aye Ross sauce it up)

You see me standing here
Falling apart
Shattered at the heart
Battered from the start
Mama never told me
That the scars would always last
Cut by the knife of rape in the past

Yeah, I'm breaking down
Yeah, I'm falling out
I'm taking pills with alcohol so I can calm it down
The past made me who I was
And I am stronger now
They think they know me
But they don't know that I harbor doubt

I've been a black sheep
In the lions den
Believing that death is my only friend

I am fading out
Baby turn the lights on
I've been wasting away
Where's my life gone
Don't tear me apart
Don't break me down
I've been begging for the afterlife
Take me now

Addicted to the lust of her one night stand
Helping me forget about his hurtful hands

Tears behind my smile I've been holding 'em back
I'm tryna cope with the past but I still choke on the facts
And ain't nobody gonna help me till I'm thrown in the casket
Yeah, my heart is made of porcelain it's broken in half
But
I went through hell to get to where I am its paying off
Come as you are and don't you take that with a grain of salt
The pain is great and ain't no way that I can shake it off
Tonight I wanna paint the walls and honestly erase it all

You see me standing here
Falling apart
Shattered at the heart
Battered from the start
Mama never told me
That the scars would always last
Cut by the knife of rape in the past

I'm just fine
I'm alright
Hold me tight
And don't let go

There goes time
Right before my eyes
Don't forget me when I die
Cause I must go

You see me standing here
Falling apart
Shattered at the heart
Battered from the start
Mama never told me
That the scars would always last
Cut by the knife of rape in the past