SO FAR REMOVED

So far removed from all the things that mean the most to me
Fear that I'll lose myself, the ones who cared, those close to me
Drag my feet when I move, it's hard for me to stand so hopelessly
I dream but I snooze cause I've been lied to I just want to sleep

Gotta get my head up, I'm spinning, looking for self control
Sometimes I wonder and wander along this lonely road
Nobody show you how to survive in the freezing cold
Life's so distorted I forget what I already know
What is meant for me? Do I need to know?
When I'm feet below, I can't keep up
When I'm set to leave, I won't leave a note
I just sing the notes, I don't need ya
I done said my piece with no ears for lease
I've no need to speak, so don't speak up
Don't even grieve, it's all sweet relief
At least I'm at peace how I dreamed of

I don't know where I go but it's dark
And the feeling is endless, the feeling is endless
All the reasons to go but it's hard
And I just wanna end this, I just wanna end this

So far removed from all the things that mean the most to me
Fear that I'll lose myself, the ones who cared, those close to me
Drag my feet when I move, it's hard for me to stand so hopelessly
I dream but I snooze cause I've been lied to I just want to sleep

I lay awake and think of things that you'd be sad about
And never tell you cause your tears I couldn't handle now
Think I'm too much to put up with, don't wanna let you down
But if I tried, I'd kill the vibe, so I don't make a sound
But I know if it was you instead, I'd die
Cause I don't wanna lose you, I know it ain't right
I'm so selfish I know that you'd hate me
You just wanna help this and care for me baby
I'm so lost here, I say one more year
And I lose track of time, all the time gets smeared
And I'm losing my mind, "I'm alright, my dear"
That's a lie, biggest lie, you don't like to hear

I don't know where I go but it's dark
And the feeling is endless, the feeling is endless
All the reasons to go but it's hard
And I just wanna end this, I just wanna end this