Proper Lovesong

Well, last night I woke up
I couldn't stop thinking about you
Couldn't stop thinking 'bout the things that we've been through
We've been through a lot

But we did not stay in touch
I guess it takes time to heal
All the wounds that only you can feel
Although we share them, oh, I've put you through so much

Break my bones, won't feel a thing
And I rip my vocal cords trying to sing
And a pathetic piece of shit that's all I am, will always be
'Cause I can't stop picturing you being here with me

Although I tried and tried and tried and tried and tried
I told you that I wouldn't miss you, well I lied

And I'm drunk yet again
I think I'll maybe write you a letter
And the more hatred it expresses the better
I thought that we got through

And you could call this a lovesong
About how I'd love to kill you
Pull you closer to my skin and feel you
If that's the only way

Break my bones, won't feel a thing
And I rip my vocal cords trying to sing
And a pathetic piece of shit that's all I am, will always be
'Cause I can't stop picturing you being here with me

Although I tried and tried and tried and tried and tried
I told you that I wouldn't miss you, well I lied
I was addicted to this pain right from the start
And I will until death do us part

So dance with me
I'll be looking at you constantly
I'll be talking to you honestly
I will make you believe I want you