19

Another year on the board, twenty nineteen
Every year puts me more, closer to my dreams
Thinking so big the picture only in widescreen
I do it all just hoping I catch that lightning
In a bottle, a hit is like I hit the lotto
Role models I follow make me move with bravado
It's like ducking hollows just praying I blow tomorrow
Shit be hard to swallow but only one life's the motto
The rapping Aristotle, I stay steady dropping jewels
Talking real life ain't none of that shit you got in school
Yo spot is cool, but to take it opps is popping tools
Gotta stay on go to make it, barely stop for fuel
So when I rest I can't help but feeling stagnant
I'd rather be breaking walls into fragments
But it's a negative, that I'll ever stay negative
Double up on the opposite, how we do we ain't no magnets
So when I'm positive mean I'm on some shit
It get me just writing my stream of consciousness
It's what I love to do but I must think it through
Cuz nowadays nobody be streaming conscious shit
So I keep them bangers on deck
That's the only way to not become a stranger of checks
Gets you designer hangers plus even them hangars of jets
And soon you'll barely even fear the danger of death
So I stare at luxury knowing it's right there
I can see it I feel it my G yo I swear
They act like that shit farther than some light years
But for me grinding 360 a light year
So watch each of your favorites end up under me
Why I go so hard I see them wondering
I just wanna be like Hov and get another B
See a youngin ball in Vegas like the summer league
King of entendres, they all reminders
Of the skill that gon get me to that lamb from a honda, ain't fond of
Getting a chance to go and squander, I'm on the
Way to merk it I'm lurking go call the first responders
In the days where everybody a musician
Make you think how many gon come to fruition
I know that I'm blessed, I want the best for the rest
Guess the difference is from who working and who wishing
Regardless, I love seeing people prosper
They make us crabs in the barrel to get to lobster
Fuck all that, when we all could go start flourishing
Spread that soul nourishing, damn that shit the purest thing
So I hope if you got goals, you believe in it
You the one in control, I know cuz even with
All the love that I've shown that I ain't get back
I maneuver through setups and setbacks
But some shit make me feel so damn fake
I gotta put on a smile and give out handshakes
Anxiety rising don't know how much I can take
All I know is keep pushing for real I can't break
These my thoughts, hope you feel one out of mine
A yearly exercise, just so I clear out my mind
I know it's mad cliche to spit this next line
But keep ya head up I'll check up so until next time