ILL HERE

I'm only controlling when you're okay
I'm only outgoing when I drink too much
I'm slowly imploding at my own pace
I'm a mess and best but

Dissolve me in acid
She cuts me apart
Runs her fingers 'round the scars
And says she's proud of ours
I know my head is erratic
I'm just terrified
Cuz only we know what it means
To be this scared of life
When you feel like you're not real

Babe it's okay cuz we're all ill
Don't be shamed of being strange
Don't be afraid of feeling crazy
Babe it's okay cuz we're all ill here

Sick in the head I've been
Malnourished and missing my medicine
Death to your ego and presidents
Invest in your fetishes
Carry you with me
Our souls explode on re entry
Cuz sometimes 'most' isn't 'plenty'
When home is empty
I don't wanna be here
Cuz life ain't all it seems here

Please just dissolve me in acid
Make my colors blend
Cuz there's nothing I won't try
To feel alright again
I need your love like an addict
And I'm terrified
Cuz only we know what it means
To be this scared of life
When you feel like you're not real



Credits
Writer(s): Kolton Holderby
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