Parasite

More and more
Closed doors for salvation
The opened doors are more of the same
Nothing gets me closer
To the end
The light of hope fades with every thought
This war inside my mind and soul
Will push me to the edge once I finally let go
The peace I will look for
Will be
Hard to reach

I will never look back once
The deal is done
The hurt
The suffering will
Be gone

This path was chosen from a point in time
I was young but my mind was mature
The world was turning as I stood there
Waiting for nothing
Dark thoughts come and go
No one would have listened if I begged
To keep the hurt isolated deep within
Myself
To "let it go" are just words
No one understood

To live this way is a shame
To live this way and I am to blame

For a matter of time until it spreads
This contamination will not
Be contained
The parasite
That devoured my soul
Will find another host
Feeding until death
Comes to collect
This cycle will never end
There is
No cure

I will never look back once
The deal is done
The hurt
The suffering will
Be gone

Years have passed
And I'm more alone than ever
Have I suffered more than I asked for
Am I truly alone
Is this who I really am
I can't control
These sudden motives to reach the end
I have it all
I have what others die for
But I feel like nothing
Nothing can
Fill this void I lost a long time ago

To live this way is a shame
To live this way and I am to blame

For a matter of time until it spreads
This contamination will not
Be contained
The parasite
That devoured my soul
Will find another host
Feeding until death
Comes to collect
This cycle will never end
There is
No cure

There is
No
Cure

To live this way is a shame
To live this way is a shame
To live this way and I am to blame
To live this way and I
Am to blame
To live this way and I am to blame