Two Sense

I been trapped within this state of delusion

I been trapped within this
Trapped within this

I been trapped in this state of delusion
Ego got me lost in this confusion
I been
Feeling like a nuisance
But let me share my two cents
Never on the fence
Cause Im hoppin it

Indecisiveness had me stumblin over The nonsense
The process was offset
But then i realized that lifes too short
To not accomplish shit

Gotta stay on top of it
Before we fall another victim to the cowardice

Where do i begin
It all started at the age of twelve
I beckoned for attention for myself
But as time progressed
It only lessened

Felt this tension in my chest from The stress of feeling like i could never be let in
And knew that i had to let it go to prevent
An even more excruciating ending
Tears falling from my eyes
Yet disguised by the storm

Flash forward to the age of fifteen
Im really feeling it
That was when it all started to really hit
Whats the meaning of this shit
Staring at the ceiling
Not blinking
Taking rips from the bong
Feeling torn
But I was born with a purpose
Even tho it seems sometimes that its worthless
Ive realized this wild journey
Is far from its end

Lived a crazy life back then
At the age of eleven

Smokin cigs and breaking into spots to Skate and do kid shit
My younger self would look at the Man that hes become
And think differently of the image Hes faced with
But also happy with the things that hes did
Conquered and got rid

I used to have an issue with Maintaining a steady focus
Didnt give a fuck about a thing until I started to notice
The corruption and lies that they
Hide within the blueprints
Of mass control
Its presumption
In the sense of imbedding disrespect Into unsuspecting heads
They inflicting violent and Corruptive torment
Will full offense
But im here to normalize
And help the masses find a balance