Suicide Letter

If you knew who took my life is you gunning him down?
Would you hop inside the water or you letting me drown?
See I been caught up in the moment focusing on my well being
Cause lately I been questioning my own existence

Experimenting with these drugs fucking up my mental
I put my faith in these lyrics hoping they instrumental
I wasted so much of my time with a person who ain't know my worth
Here to claim what's mine 'fore I leave this earth

See I been in and out my mind fell into a curse
Been having visions of myself leaving in a hearse
Fighting with depression got me acting different
In a hunt to find that puzzle piece in my life that I been missing

All I want is peace, tranquility
Nurture you, treat you best to my ability
We share so much history you got me reminiscing
But you come up with these tales why you truth twisting

And every time it's time for me to speak you say I'm tripping
And it's got take sum time for you start admitting
That at first sight it may appear you doing right
But you stressing over blessings and that ain't alright

Tears down my mamas eyes got me plotting
They pray on my demise hoping in time, I decease or rotting
These fallen temptations, I'm going insane
Urging me to aim this gun to my head and blow 10 shots to my brain



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Writer(s): Christopher Sorto-alvarez
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