Deeper Than Rap

This ain't rap
This deeper than that
White and Red on my head when i'm deep in the trap
Knives and spatulas be my toolie like shank and a gat
Just tell my truth for all the others who can't speak with the facts
Hair curling up cuz i been learning some
Keep my semen inside of my body instead of sperming em
Now these things inside my heart and mind i cannot burden em
I put words to them
With instrumentals now they heard of em
Just absorbing them, adding more to them
Optimist prime when i'm transforming em
Bring the morgues out, old bodies pass away
The new ones ready like a calling, ready like a Spaulding
Cuz you know we balling, treat the beat like its my pain i simply massage it
I told em to be cautious but they dont listen often
Messages get intercepted since randy moss has been out
Every experience that made me who i am gotta call it out
Its therapy, i want us standing together, not falling out
Yeah cuz i done seen worst of it, i just gotta work wit it
Rock solid, but im full of cracks, like the earth is
I take y'all back, before poppa was casket closed, i display all facts
Just so
You get a glimpse, of what the real is
Cuz ion look like my feelings no
No no

Poppa calling mommas bitches
Choke the air up out her system
Now im talking to them CPS i felt like i was snitching
Court dates before i was 12
I say it fucked my head up
Switching to momma from poppa feel like im living better
But the weather still storming on me, i gotta pick a sweater
Fighting with myself to beat these beats man its def jam vendetta
For this money, grinding legally, just tryna stack forever
Prayed up gotta beat the devil
You know he on every level
Redoing my mind again
On the move can't even settle
Gotta be everything i say, i gotta be my word
Poppa wasn't everything he said, it really left me hurt
Especially when i stayed up in the dark, he said play yo part
For this God, Mob, and Money shit, Nigga ReddicMob
I stayed right there, even when he was in the wrong
Just tryna heal him, he was hurting
Im hurting still staying strong
Gotta put my feelings into these songs
Into these songs, yeah
Into these songs, into these songs
Pray somebody feel it in they Spirit and don't feel alone yeah
Learn the words, and when you feel it you can finally sing along yeah
Im RuLA CCOG
CCOG yeah its on me
On me on me
Yeahh

Speaking of tribulation
Visions I see through matrix
Agents fake some like latex
I burn em all
Running we gotta pace it
Face it we're gonna make it
It's here there's no more chasing
Please stand strong
I'm in the parking lot
Like usual facts I'm talking bout
Teaching them bout that spirit that really walks about
Go until I can't no more
But I don't even think that's possible, no limitations bro
My intention is so pure that even if you fake it's so
Obvious, I mean it probably is to everyone and all
I been doing this for quite a bit, I'm feeling great and all
But pride comes for they break you off
So stay humble
Stay hungry
This is greatness yall
Uh now I'm self conscious these days
Like victory is in my heart, from the start
He's ablaze
And
Working gone get me far super far
Cuz he's amazing
Now I'm talking bout The God
Jesus saved me
Ahhhh