Just relax

My time is near
So why do I feel like this isn't real. I need someone here
I can't be alone, no not in my home. Need someone to hear
The words on my breath, before nothing's left. The one I hold dear
She isn't here
No I don't wanna go
'Cause everyone knows it'll hurt her the most, and I couldn't cope
Knowing when I'm not here, she'd cry out in fear, "Don't let it be real!"
The pain of the past, too much to surpass, a wound she can't heal
It's too much to feel

If you want to live much longer, maybe just relax...

I wanna believe
That this person I see is not really me. I need to be free
That the things in my past don't need to relapse. Just take it from me
That I've been here before. I'll open the door and walk away clean
Just leave it to me
I'm begging you please
Stop crying to sleep. You're not all that weak. I want you to see
There's hope on the shore. Keep looking for more. You're someone to me
The times where she laughed, the loving we had, they're something to keep
Forget about me

If you want to live much longer, duck your head and just get stronger
Leave behind that selfish monster. Maybe just relax...

Time to be me
I know I can't go on living unseen
Wanting to be
Someone I can't even reach
Hoping that somehow I'll make it while sitting at home
Knowing that's not how it goes
Knowing that I'm the one hurting the most
I just let go
Filled me with hope
Take it from me
Don't you believe that there's something to see
Someone to meet
Someone you've wanted to be
You can decide to be more than you ever could know
Change the way everything goes
Make it so everyday fills you with hope
It's all that you know
Only you know

If you want to live much longer, duck your head and just get stronger
Leave behind that selfish monster. Maybe just relax...