Graveyard

You blocked my number again
What a surprise to find when I check in on you
You say I'm invasive let's face it
When it comes to detachment
You're cold and abrasive
In the summer
Down by the water
On a park bench where you told me you loved me
And like a lamb to the slaughter
I followed suit
And I still do
You don't need me anymore
Because you're busy hooking up with guys
In camo cargo shorts
With a neck beard and a stable job
At the gas station
But he still lives in his parent's garage
Your mom would applaud at the thought
Because it's better than having sex in a graveyard
Where we never got caught
So who called the COPS
You just want to be wanted
I want my house to be haunted
I want the ghosts to scream out in my halls
I want the Devil himself to find comfort in it's walls
I still have the balls to tell you off
And you'll learn the hard way
That you don't know what you had in the first place
We're better off pretending that we never met
Disappointment is all I've learned to expect
If you can hear me now
I hope you can forgive me for this
Can you wrap your head
Around this dead fucking relationship
I can't reach out anymore
I'm closing off these doors
But one last time I hope
You get your shit together
'Cause I can't wait forever and I
I hope you choke
On the words you so emphatically had stated as a running joke
I know that you love me but you're a mess
And you'll learn the hard way
That you don't know what you had in the first place
We're better off pretending that we never met
Disappointment is all I've learned to expect
If you can hear me now
I hope you can forgive me for this