Stressin'/Blessin'

I took all the bumps and the bruises
Put the pain in my music, I gotta make me a way and then use it
That's what they say, that I just gotta do it
I ain't got time to be sad, I gotta go and go get to this bag
Boo-hoo I cry my ass to the bank and just like that (Its Young Za)
Get yo' ass taken away

I got used to the rainy days (I swear)
These blunts take my pain away
I thought I saw the sun yesterday (what was that)
That was just an illusion, the devil like when he get that confusion (fuck 'em)
I beat the beat up, I been abusing
I'm scared to talk about the drugs I been using
But I got dead homies, this how I get through it (sorry)
I done got used to the rain, playing in puddles, I think its a game
Built different, cause I know we not same
Demons off the leash, I been trynna tame (come here)
They like what's wrong, and I'm like everythang
Wish I could explain these thoughts in my brain
Another demon loose I'm trynna maintain
Just know its a lot of shit I overcame, so

Po' me up cause a nigga been stressin' just lookin' for blessings
These hard times momma say this a lesson, I'm coming for first I got tired of second
This shit feel like a curse, like can it get worst
They ain't gimme no warnings, I went through it first
The lonely child, I been that way since birth
Its knives in my back, so loving me hurts aye
Po' me up cause a nigga been stressin' just lookin' for blessings
These hard times momma say this a lesson, I'm coming for first I got tired of second
This shit feel like a curse, like can it get worst
They ain't gimme no warnings, I went through it first
The lonely child, I been that way since birth
Its knives in my back, so loving me hurts aye

I done been through it all, young solid nigga still standing tall
Ring ring, they ain't answer my call, and now that I bossed up (bye-bye)
I can't answer y'all, I stay to myself I got trust issues
Heart too big its been misused, I got some dead homies pass me a tissue (lemme see that)
The fuck, pass me a tissue
Nah, pass me that cup and po' me up
I'm trynna smoke until a nigga stuck
The devil been trying gotta give it up (bitch) I'm built so solid i'm still never giving up
You only live once nigga, you gotta live it up, I been on my grind I just gotta keep it up
Up all night, damn I never sleep enough, just po'd up, i'm gone sip like a sippy cup aye

Po' me up cause a nigga been stressin' just looking for blessings
These hard times momma say this a lesson I'm coming for first, I got tired of second
Heart cold, damn I need me a medic, been a real nigga all my life its genetic
I took off on they ass I just started sweatin'
Put it all on me, they talking 'bout betting, I been known to get it

Po' me up cause a nigga been stressin' just looking for blessings
These hard times momma say this a lesson I'm coming for first, I got tired of second
This shit, feel like a curse, I'm like, (fuck) can it get worst
The way I, (damn) had to see it all first
I had to, put my nigga in hearses

Since a young nigga felt so much pain
They took Grego, I'll never be the same
They took Jaymoo and there go the rain
My cousin gone too this world so strange
Weight on my shoulders, I need a cane
My brother's keeper, I been dealing with Cain
I'm Abel in this shit, i'm watching them niggas I'm knowing they gone switch