Why
When I look back to my life do I feel proud
Life's a circus but I no wan be the clown
And all these thoughts in my head sounds pretty loud
So why am I so different from the fucking crowd yeah
Why do I feel low when have always been high yeah
Why do they keep hating on my number nine yeah
Why do things don't work out just the way I plan
I just don't understand
Qui Sera Sera what will be I know will surely be
They said I'll never be the nigga that have always wanted to be
I just wanna put a smile on mama's face so she I'll be proud of me
I don't wanna let down those people wey don dae invest in me yeah yeah
Why am I always too proud to ask for help yeah
Why do I feel far when have always been near yeah
Why am I still a prisoner to my fears
So many questions that I don't understand
I don't understand I don't understand
They wan' see me frown they just wanna see me cry
I don't understand I don't understand
But it seems am just addicted to my pain
When I look back to my life do I feel proud
Life's a circus but I no wan be the clown
And all these thoughts in my head sounds pretty loud
So why am I so different from the fucking crowd yeah
Why do I feel low when have always been high
Why do they keep hating on my number nine yeah
Why do things don't work out just the way I plan
I just don't understand
Am addicted to my fucking pain
Have gat no one but myself to blame
I work so hard every single day
Am fucking tired of all these comparisms
Why do I have to be something I'll never be
Or maybe I'll never be something I'll never be
Why do I feel like my future ain't guaranteed
I talk to my inner self that's my own therapy
Maybe that's why they call me human beast yeah
Why can't I let go of the pain of yesterday
I miss everyone around but don't know how to say
Why can't I forget those things that I'll never change
And what you say is what creates what you I'll surely see yeah
For every new level expect a new devil
Don't let new challenges scare you
Try to unscramble life's puzzle
Be always prepared cus life fit shock you
Don't ever let what people say define you
Make sure say u hustle make your make no go shenk you
When I look back to my life do I feel proud
Life's a circus but I no wan be the clown
And all these thoughts in my head sounds pretty loud
So why am I so different from the fucking crowd yeah
Why do I feel low when have always been high
Why do they keep hating on my number nine yeah
Why do things don't work out just the way I plan
I just don't understand
I don't understand I don't understand
They wan' see me frown they just wanna see me cry
I don't understand I don't understand
But it seems am just addicted to my pain
Life's a circus but I no wan be the clown
And all these thoughts in my head sounds pretty loud
So why am I so different from the fucking crowd yeah
Why do I feel low when have always been high yeah
Why do they keep hating on my number nine yeah
Why do things don't work out just the way I plan
I just don't understand
Qui Sera Sera what will be I know will surely be
They said I'll never be the nigga that have always wanted to be
I just wanna put a smile on mama's face so she I'll be proud of me
I don't wanna let down those people wey don dae invest in me yeah yeah
Why am I always too proud to ask for help yeah
Why do I feel far when have always been near yeah
Why am I still a prisoner to my fears
So many questions that I don't understand
I don't understand I don't understand
They wan' see me frown they just wanna see me cry
I don't understand I don't understand
But it seems am just addicted to my pain
When I look back to my life do I feel proud
Life's a circus but I no wan be the clown
And all these thoughts in my head sounds pretty loud
So why am I so different from the fucking crowd yeah
Why do I feel low when have always been high
Why do they keep hating on my number nine yeah
Why do things don't work out just the way I plan
I just don't understand
Am addicted to my fucking pain
Have gat no one but myself to blame
I work so hard every single day
Am fucking tired of all these comparisms
Why do I have to be something I'll never be
Or maybe I'll never be something I'll never be
Why do I feel like my future ain't guaranteed
I talk to my inner self that's my own therapy
Maybe that's why they call me human beast yeah
Why can't I let go of the pain of yesterday
I miss everyone around but don't know how to say
Why can't I forget those things that I'll never change
And what you say is what creates what you I'll surely see yeah
For every new level expect a new devil
Don't let new challenges scare you
Try to unscramble life's puzzle
Be always prepared cus life fit shock you
Don't ever let what people say define you
Make sure say u hustle make your make no go shenk you
When I look back to my life do I feel proud
Life's a circus but I no wan be the clown
And all these thoughts in my head sounds pretty loud
So why am I so different from the fucking crowd yeah
Why do I feel low when have always been high
Why do they keep hating on my number nine yeah
Why do things don't work out just the way I plan
I just don't understand
I don't understand I don't understand
They wan' see me frown they just wanna see me cry
I don't understand I don't understand
But it seems am just addicted to my pain
Credits
Writer(s): Emmanuel Ojewale
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