Irrational

Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
& you just think it's so irrational
& you just think it's so irrational

Suicide is a comforting thought
When all the little things are building up becoming a lot
& you may think I'm exaggerating a ton but I'm not
I'm sick as fuck of the talk
Man all I need's a noose to get rid of these troubles I got
& this might make me selfish but that's nothing new
& people fear what they don't understand & I don't expect to ever try to understand
If shit don't work out then this is my only other plan
I spent my whole life trying to make you people proud
Now I'm saying fuck your acceptance, I don't need it now
If I can't live how I want & be happy
Then I'll end it all now just to be free at peace

Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
& you just think it's so irrational
& you just think it's so irrational
Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself

Here's some reasons
Most of my family doesn't take my music serious & they still think I'm gonna go to college
Most of my classmates don't take me serious period
They don't listen when I tell them that I'll of them
& I forgot to take my doxycycline so now my acne's flaring up, fuck
& now I gotta hide from the public 'cause I feel ugly
Come out when I feel like girls'll fuck me
But ole girl told me that she couldn't commit
& I ain't over her yet but she's out looking for dick
& there's a hundred other things that I could put in this list
& you already know that I fucking would if it'd fit

So go on & call the hotline but you're one of the reasons I'm even feeling this way in the first place
Don't try to act all worried & start hitting my phone 'cause my suicide reasons include your name
So go on & call the hotline but you're one of the reasons I'm even feeling this way in the first place
Don't try to act all worried & start hitting my phone 'cause my suicide reasons include your name

Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
Every other day
Every other day
I find another reason to kill myself
& you just think it's so irrational
& you just think it's so irrational