Rebel

I lost my mind, I was going mental
Couldn't even shine, cause I was dancing with the devil
Just wanted to provide for myself, ain't wanna settle
Just wanted to survive, mama told me I was special
I fed myself a lie that I need money to be successful
Shoulda stayed inside, rapping on them instrumentals
But I would go outside, make the money, do whatever
I watched my mama cry, and pops would label me a rebel

I'm feeling like Picasso painting out my story
I told my mum I'm coming home so mumma don't worry
I spent them late nights on the road just like a lorry
I asked the Lord to forgive my sins he know I'm -
I put my heart into this game going all out
I made a connection with my brudda when we falled out
I'm gonna keep wresting with this angel till we ball out
I started out with small but now I'm doing more now
Gas tank on E
Trap line go beep
No rest no sleep
Running from the police
If I ever went down into the grave would you ride for me
I came a long way lil baby likemikes23
I lift my eyes up to the hills that's where my help coming from
Keep on running from your love that's what I keep running from
Had to lock me down so me and you could be one on one
Radiation man I only want my heat from the Son

I lost my mind, I was going mental
Couldn't even shine, cause I was dancing with the devil
Just wanted to provide for myself, ain't wanna settle
Just wanted to survive, mama told me I was special
I fed myself a lie that I need money to be successful
Shoulda stayed inside, rapping on them instrumentals
But I would go outside, make the money, do whatever
I watched my mama cry, and pops would label me a rebel

I still remember times when I was down, cause there was several
I thought I was gon die from the drugs or worse the metal
I thought he was gon fire when he aimed it at my temple
I almost let my pride take me out, ain't actin clever
I'm praying father heal my pain
I've been doing good, but I've seen better days
I still got some struggles, but I ain't stuck in my ways
I couldn't do it by myself, without you I couldn't change
I know that you'll be there every single time I call you
Every time they ask me how I changed, I say, it's all You
I was walking on some thin ice, thought I would fall through
But you saved me from that life and now I'm all new

I lost my mind, I was going mental
Couldn't even shine, cause I was dancing with the devil
Just wanted to provide for myself, ain't wanna settle
Just wanted to survive, mama told me I was special
I fed myself a lie that I need money to be successful
Shoulda stayed inside, rapping on them instrumentals
But I would go outside, make the money, do whatever
I watched my mama cry, and pops would label me a rebel