Bloodbender

I've held my breath for too long
Gave it all I ever had
Let it rest
Let it die
I won't let the world decide
The walls break in around me
Collapsing, trapped inside
Every cry
Echoes out
Can't get away from my own mind

Could fade away
Find a different place
To do it's dreaming
'Cause I am so afraid
That the words escape
But I'm barely breathing

I could bend, could break
I could loose my everything
Can't get back, can't shake
Can't help feeling that I've lost my way
Igniting in me, fires of anxiety
I want to believe
That I don't care about what they think

I never thought it come to this
I never thought that it could be
Happen, happening to me
A victim of my own pride
I can't get my shit together
I can't ever seem to find the
Right words, right words to say
Your words will begin your demise

Hold on, break down
I thought I could ignore you
You need to tough it out
But now I can't afford to
Hang on, give up
If I tried to runaway
You'll never be enough
I'd be back in the same place
Hold on, break down
Wasn't for me there'd be no you
You need to tough it out
Nothing to attach yourself to
Hang on, give up
Give it up and walk away
You'll never be enough
Like a memory that should fade

I've made the most of my mistakes
Tracing the trail back from disgrace
I've chosen my words carefully
Tasted them all behind my teeth
Now I'm speaking from the truth revealing
You'll never bring me down

I know now your real name
Won't be ashamed who I became
I know its not just me
Won't blame myself for everything
Part of your own mind game
Won't let it change the way I think
Fuck off and let me speak
Won't let it get the best of me
I know now your not me
You'll never get the best of me
I know now, you still bleed
You'll never get the best of me