Fucked in the Head

See I'm fucked in the head
I wear a straight jacket when I'm tucked into bed
No wonder i went crazy cuz when I was a kid
I use to have to leave the room so mom could fuck for the rent
Then I'd come back and go to sleep where she just sucked for that bread
Bitch don't kiss me on the head while you got dick on your breath
Blood spatter on the ceiling of the whip from a friend
Why you smokin light bulbs ain't you lit enough yet haha
I know nobody's perfect she tried her best or whatever
But let's be honest even she knew that her best could be better
My brother gave her some dope and it got her higher than ever
I guess that's why they call him Daimian the son of the devil
And you could never defeat me cuz you would have to be clever
You know I'm finally I'm off my meds and I feel better than ever
I never got what I needed she never got to be better
And I won't ever get to say it so I wrote her this letter

Yeah you might have it rough and probly rougher than others
But have you ever seen your momma smokin dope with your brother
Have you ever seen your momma cut her wrists in the kitchen
It got you rippin out your hair while trynta tell her you love her
Have you ever witnessed everyone you know get addicted
Have you ever lost a homie that was more of a brother
Well if you have then you know what it's like to go crazy
And maybe you can understand why I will never recover
Yeah you might have it rough and probly rougher than others
But have you ever seen your momma smokin dope with your brother
Have you ever seen your momma cut her wrists in the kitchen
It got you rippin out your hair while trynta tell her you love her
Have you ever witnessed everyone you know get addicted
Have you ever lost a homie that was more of a brother
Well if you have then you know what it's like to go crazy
And maybe you can understand why I will never recover

Cigarette smoke good for the baby it make him stronger
Where you going with my kids the neighbors been causing problems
Won't somebody tell this lady she's crazy I never harmed em
Bitch how you spose to raise em behind a fucking McDonalds
A child need some guidance I see that they never got it
They ain't even been to school man they're probly gon be retarded
You can't even help yourself and Im sorry for being honest
But this is how it goes when you fucking up all your options
Hey you don't fucking tell me what to do with my kids
I work hard real hard and I handle my shit
Every night I sell my soul so they don't live how I live
And every day I let em know they shouldn't do what I did
I shouldn't even be alive with all the shit I been through
So if I wanna get high then that's what I'm gonna do
They tell me I ain't living right and yeah that's probably true
But you make one wrong move and it could happen to you

Yeah you might have it rough and probly rougher than others
But have you ever seen your momma smokin dope with your brother
Have you ever seen your momma cut her wrists in the kitchen
It got you rippin out your hair while trynta tell her you love her
Have you ever witnessed everyone you know get addicted
Have you ever lost a homie that was more of a brother
Well if you have then you know what it's like to go crazy
And maybe you can understand why I will never recover
Yeah you might have it rough and probly rougher than others
But have you ever seen your momma smokin dope with your brother
Have you ever seen your momma cut her wrists in the kitchen
It got you rippin out your hair while trynta tell her you love her
Have you ever witnessed everyone you know get addicted
Have you ever lost a homie that was more of a brother
Well if you have then you know what it's like to go crazy
And maybe you can understand why I will never recover