New Year NEW ME (feat. jaenai)

2020 got me feeling
Like things are gonna be a little bit different
Status quo is no longer
I'm gonna be a whole lot stronger

I'm of the mind I get nothing but second chances
Blowing smoke rings through my flights of fancy
I was mentally unwell until I took my medicine
But until then, never thought I was better than

The curses I was born with, turns out are really gifts
Drug trips, friendships, gave truths worth living in
I look back at who I was

I should've known what I wanted
I was sick
I don't ever wanna live that way again
I should've known what I wanted
I was sick
I don't ever wanna feel that way again

Truth be told I'm the medicine captain
Cashing in on queer identity, till the
Eggs start hatching new ideas new year new me
At least that's what it was supposed to be

I used to wanna cut out parts of me
Nah, all you do is hurt those around you
I've changed, I'm good now, great some times even
Dressing kinda fly in this fucked up, ad grabbing, capitalist shit factory
Forward, forward, twirling towards freedom!



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Speer
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