Tantalized

I wish I could wake up as someone new
Reopen my tired eyes and maybe get a clue
But I don't think it works like that
I wish I could go back and change my mind
Take all the good things
And leave the rest behind
How do I make it work like that
I've tried to find my way but I think I need help
Cause everyone seems to find it
By themselves
I think I'll try to see the beauty
That's been right in front of my eyes
And I'll write until my fingers start to bleed
Cause these thoughts inside my head
Were never mine
To keep
How come as I'm growing
The world seems small
I feel like it's different
But nothing changed at all
Why does it seem to work like that
The roses are red but the world's so blue
The silence is too loud it overcomes the truth
I don't want it to work like that
I used to romanticize the world
And I wish I still could
But society seems to love to tantalize
I think I'll try to see the beauty
That's been right in front of my eyes
And I'll write until my fingers start to bleed
Cause these thoughts inside my head
Were never mine
To keep
If I find the right words to say I will try
But nothing seems to quite describe
The things I feel inside
And I'll burn these pages to try and forget
But that won't change these feelings no
I can't just reset
And I'll write until my fingers start to bleed
Cause these thoughts inside my head
Were never mine
To keep