Insane

I guess I'm going in circles
Tryna move forward but I'm stuck in reversal
I'm just tryna stay up
But they wanna see me cursed though
It's like the more I climb
The more people await my decline
I don't get it
You try hard to make a name for yourself - get out of poverty
Yet these so called friends only want to share your wealth
To live in your prosperity they will obsess
But while you grinding they be stopping you from trying
Hindering your dreams
Cuz they can't put their minds to accomplish their own things
If they can't make it - you can't either
They tell you sit back and hit the lighter
Sip up - this ain't your momma's apple cider
But I grow tired of being stuck in the same place
I will not conform to living in disgrace
Am I weak if I choose not to play the game
Forget it - I ain't looking for opinions
Already changed lanes
Ain't look back since
And I was never the same

Look here homie I don't play those games
Take a step back - better stick to your lane
Tryna keep cool but you killing my vibe
I lose my self control and they gone label me insane
Look here homie I don't play those games
Take a step back - better stick to your lane
Tryna keep cool but you killing my vibe
I lose my self control and they gone label me insane

I'm not one to pick up a fight
But if you get in my face - You gone call it a night
Said an alternate version of me
Or maybe it's someone that I ain't tryna be
The Lord says don't test him
So don't test me
Change doesn't happen overnight
Please show me patience
It happens over time
I mean a home isn't built without proper planning and a solid foundation
So how can my family feel at home
If I've only built up the basement
How can I lift them up if I got my face to the pavement
I got to rise every morning
And ride or I'm falling
Back to my old ways
Like a zombie living for the flesh
Good times old days
But the burdens were heavy cuz sin weighs
That's why I got to give it my best
But man some people wanna see the world burn
Their hearts are full of evil
And I just wanna see them in a urn
But Jesus told me not to be lethal
So I digress

Look here homie I don't play those games
Take a step back - better stick to your lane
Tryna keep cool but you killing my vibe
I lose my self control and they gone label me insane
Look here homie I don't play those games
Take a step back - better stick to your lane
Tryna keep cool but you killing my vibe
I lose my self control and they gone label me insane

I'm the black sheep that turned goat
That lost soul on death row
They call me this call me that
Some are false some are facts
But what they don't know
I'm lowkey out control
You better watch it bro
If you want it we can go
They don't want to get it from a guy like I
Cuz I multiply like a Gemini
This ain't no intimidation
I come at you like a gang initiation
No Cypress but I'm insane
Bourbon, adrenaline in my veins
Ready for action let's get it cracking
Hey dawg tell me what's happening
This life I got to live it
I won't quit it till I'm finished
If I said it then I did it
I can't keep it hidden
Came from the bottom
There ain't no stopping
Demons watching, plotting tryna drown me in this bottled coffin
Lord please give me strength over thy enemies
Let me not take this pettiness to the next degree
They tell me to live righteous
Walk in your likeness
I feel like the opposite
My mind is a mosh pit

Look here homie I don't play those games
Take a step back - better stick to your lane
Tryna keep cool but you killing my vibe
I lose my self control and they gone label me insane
Look here homie I don't play those games
Take a step back - better stick to your lane
Tryna keep cool but you killing my vibe
I lose my self control and they gone label me insane