Poser

Oh, in the ocean of my mind
It was more like a baptismal
Am I what you had in mind
Will I forget before it matters
I'm here to fuck this up
To explode the notion
To fulfill the very thing
That you've forgotten
I become the unthought known
In blood, sweat, and consequence
Universe behind the forms
Yet outside, I sigh
I'm not trying to replace it
Just trying to get to it
Not trying to erase it
Trying to embrace it
Duality is one
Is it all in my head
Have I got it right
Am I losing it
I become the unthought known
In blood, sweat, and consequence
Universe behind the forms
Yet outside, I sigh
(when reality seems too difficult for us to face)
(we retreat behind defensive mechanisms)
(essentially, every normal person wants to stand well)
(in his own eyes and the eyes of others)
(when he does not, then he'll seek ways to achieve that standing)
(and the satisfactions and rewards)
(that can only found only in the real world)
Diversity's a human word
A human descriptor
Preach indoctrination
Conditioned to comply to the common form
How could the Author author me
But for the immanence
To be born again
But in which direction
I become the unthought known
In blood, sweat, and consequence
Universe behind the forms
Yet outside, I sigh
(protective mechanisms offer the wrong route)
(finding out what the trouble is)
(what sends us into defensive escape mechanisms)
(is the first step on the road back to reality)
(if we can pour out our troubles and unhappiness)
(to a sympathetic friend or member of the family)
(then we can avoid keeping such things tied up in ourselves)
(well that's all for today)