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Too many days in a row
We held convos 'bout everything under the sun
I wanna keep this going
But the vibe reads toxic, I know something is up
You're too shy to bring it forth, I'm too damn honest
Those traits always seem to clash
I'm scared of outing my feelings 'cause I love what we have
But I know I won't ever get it back

Back to my birthday, 2019
You pulled up to the crib witcha mans
Shoulder length bleach blonde hair with the black top
Clutch, black shoes matched with the black pants
I envied that nigga from the start
Know he punching the air right now over mourning that loss
Heard he didn't like you going out with your friends
And you don't need a man who's barely holding on

Saw he got the boot, yeah, so I had to swoop in
I been waiting way too long, had to ask
Been good friends, but I'm tryna take you out on a date
You said, "run it," that's a wrap
Now look at where we're at
Cloud nine isn't on ten, wanna take it up a notch
And being on the roof of the world got me tryna pull you up
Been feeling too lonely at the top

Ford Escape parked at ya crib
Nice day out in Culver
No time like the present, had to send it
Butterflies in my stomach had me feelin' like I'm younger
Heartbeat heard from the hills, I don't really know the deal
I'm sorry, I get nervous 'round you
My will to act isn't always at the right time
But I was certain about you

This shit under oath, no influence
Thought 100 P you'd be in to it
Oh, how I read the signs wrong
No direction, a couples miles off
Pour my heart out, then I sign off
Blacked out
Back to reality, you know I felt the mood turn
Your response proved sure, that the truth hurts

And when you're ready, you can hit my line
And if it never happens, oh well, that's life
I been through it all before a few times
And I know that I'm too nice
I'm good 'til I think too much
And tonight I swear I'm too gone
Left feeling dumb and embarrassed from the one that'll cherish
With the start of new wall