In My Feelings

I'm popping bottles cause it numb the feelings
I'm standing strong but its some nights that I don't wanna feel it
Stay in my zone, my heart so cold, I'm looking for a healing
I handle up all on my own cause they don't wanna hear it
The problems I face, I bag it up and put it in this music
Shoulders loaded with weight
But I'm still smiling cause it's nothing to it
Ma say shit gone be straight
And I survive cause I knew I could do it
And if I die today, tell my family they gotta keep it moving

And my family know I stand on all 10 foreva
And I'll die behind the people I love
I love my family to death, Forreal

Death hit my family and we living tryna learn to cope
Swear it's a curse that all we know is alcohol or dope
The doctor gave him five but I ain't feel it was his time to go
Big Freddy held it down from day to day 'til August 24
Hate when people see me cry but at the time I swear my heart was broke
Daddy had to dry my eyes but deep inside I know he hurt Fasho
My grandma still alive so I spend time, I feel it keep me close
Only the strong survive and so I strive
I faced the fact I'm chose

And this the life that I chose
Applying pressure through my problems and not once did I fold
My mama raised me up to be strong
Just hold ya head, make ya bed, and Ima work 'til we on
And this the life that I chose
Applying pressure through my problems and not once did I fold
My mama raised me up to be strong
Just hold ya head, make ya bed, and Ima work 'til we on

Family been the motivation
All my dreams, Ima chase 'em
Pray to God I make it
Family been the motivation
All my dreams, Ima chase 'em
Pray to God I make it

This the life that I chose
I keep my neck all on froze