Slow Burning

How much dirty water should you throw?
Coming out of your mouth to the floor, they overflow
So much for the pain that they can't know
How much longer should we cast this show?
Let the curtain shuts down slow
Let the burning hearts beat low

Come out of the closet
To find that this world don't even care
Cos it's much more
Rotten than my body bleeding
Like a corpse I walked to the battlefield
Just to realize that the enemy
Is just myself from ten years back
With that big bright smile on her face
What the hell was going on in that insane head of hers?
To think that she's up against the world
In a war that she could never win
What a joke
Fast forward to the future
The only one who judged you is just yourself

How much dirty water should you throw?
Coming out of your mouth to the floor, they overflow
So much for the pain that they can't know
How much longer should we cast this show?
Let the curtain shuts down slow
Let the burning hearts beat low
We will take this down real slow
Let the fire burn real low

Slow burning!
Slow burning!

Fine
Let's leave it at that
Cos the doctor said that I am stuck in a loop
Can't get out
Re-victimisation of myself
Can't move pass the trauma
So what else I can do than to swallow all the pills they gave me?
Is it wrong of me to find other outlet?
Cos the sting on my wrist they work better than the pills
So that I can smile to them and pretend everything is okay
And the bleeding wound remind me
That I'm still alive
And the only one that can hurt me is just myself

How much dirty water should you throw?
Let the fire burn real slow
Slow burning!



Credits
Writer(s): Nurul Soleha Mohd Noor
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