skin

I'll make a carving in my skin
To remind myself
That I'm still here
Don't you
Hear me drowning in my blood
I won't expect you to
Won't hold you to it
I don't want to die
'Cause I am the worst with goodbyes
And I see the water in your eyes
It's no surprise to me
That we'd both cry
Today
Oh I'm afraid
To look in the mirror
'Cause I hate what I see
I hate the way
That I watch the clock
Move backwards
And I'm still losing days
Don't you know how much I hate it
Watching everybody go and figure it out
I'll make a carving in my skin
To remind myself
That I'm still here
How deep of a cut
Do I make
Before I learn
That I don't want this
And they're noticing the mark on my skin
The temptation is strong
And I can't give it up now
But I'd like to
But I'd like to
But I'd like to
But I'd like to
I'm just a ghost
And I'll never
Be seen
Again
Again
Again
Again
The monster's at my door
But I don't have
Too much to give
And she'll take
And she'll take
And she'll take



Credits
Writer(s): Zach Ferguson
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