lament

Now I'm here in a blur
And you're nowhere to be found
I'm shaking from your words
You dug on holy ground

I say I didn't see it coming
But maybe I brought it forth
I've written far too many endings
I don't have the strength to write yours

I lost you
Have you lost me too
Silhouettes glowing dim in the strangest blue

I lost you
Have you lost me too
Kiss the glass that I stood right between us two

You threw a grenade into our ether, you knew then
Underneath all the haze there was common sense

I guess this is how our seven years will meet an end
You write me eulogies, I write you a lament

I lost you
I lost you
I lost you

Was it me cause there was
No one else around
Or maybe you're taking back the years
You kept me in a crown

I say I didn't see it coming
But maybe I gave it power
I've waited far too long for a beginning
I don't have the strength to write ours

I lost you
Have you lost me too
Silhouettes glowing dim in the strangest blue

I love you
You love me too
Kiss the glass that I stood right between us two

You threw a grenade into our ether, you knew then
Underneath all the haze there was common sense

I guess this is how our seven years will meet an end
You write me eulogies, I write you a lament

Feigned pangs of desperate closure
Didn't say what I meant
You guard your composure
I write you a lament
I'm leaning on your shoulder
To see if your love bends
You still grow no colder
I write you a lament

In secret language, speak to me
The metaphors we comprehend
Or are we just above the surface
I write you a lament
In nihilistic reveries
Our history has all been spent
I think it's time to draw the curtains
I write you a lament

I lost you, you lost me too
I lost you, you lost me too