I Wonder

I wonder sometimes
I'm here in this place but I'm gone in my mind
Day after day it gets harder to find
Livin a race I'm just caught up in time
I wonder sometimes
I'm here in this place but I'm gone in my mind
Day after day it gets harder to find
Livin a race I'm just caught up in time

I wonder sometimes Why the chips fall
Why coo folks get ripped off
Or how we even made it this far
The city as a whole got a hold up on Ilyich
While I drift on a spliff to oblivion
Reflecting off environments we living in
I'm Clouded by the hazy vision
Mainy conditions just to make decisions
Really in a state of space being held that was the freest felt
Comrades too proud to say they needed help
Yea me as well I wonder how we heal from it
Knowing I'm human my community would still love me
We care less about the market point they selling
And displacement of the natives makes traffic overwhelming
And time is still precious we all disconnected
So we trying to find a plug to just get lady-land electric
Gone out our body and tripping off a different time
I wonder will we ever cross that finish line

I wonder sometimes
I'm here in this place but I'm gone in my mind
Day after day it gets harder to find
Livin a race I'm just caught up in time
I wonder sometimes
I'm here in this place but I'm gone in my mind
Day after day it gets harder to find
Livin a race I'm just caught up in time

Wondering if Twelve will ever get convicted for killings
They get rewarded for shooting us they keep giving em billions
And it's no wonder why the deficit is hitting the ceiling
No money for educators or the kids in the building
Wondering if the homies will get an early release
He said covid is crazy in there spread the word on streets
As long as there ain't no justice we disturbing the peace
In front of a politician's house turning up beats
Fuck em ain't no love ain't no way we trust em
As long as pay for play is the discussion
They bluffing
Day to day we still scraping up nothing
Never breaking or budging or even thinking of fussing
I wonder if I'll ever heal the trauma
Seeing kids sell dope to pay bill for the mama
That shit was never right
Maybe aliens are watching from a satellite
And they don't rock with us cuz of our destructive appetite
Makes you wonder right

I wonder sometimes
I'm here in this place but I'm gone in my mind
Day after day it gets harder to find
Livin a race I'm just caught up in time
I wonder sometimes
I'm here in this place but I'm gone in my mind
Day after day it gets harder to find
Livin a race I'm just caught up in time

I wonder if I'll ever be able to make a change
By running for office or make money moves Danny Ainge
Isn't it strange how all the people running the game
Are rocking that white collar crime and never get blame
I wonder if we'll ever learn how to love one another
Start with your mother then love all of your sisters and brothers
Then love your father him and your mother made you together
No matter the weather your parents spose to love you forever
I wonder if 45 is gon be staging a coup
It happened in Flint, Michigan this isn't fake news
Me and Jesus the pimp bumping looking out with the crew
Cop watching not stopping wearing out all my shoes
I wonder if my generation is paving the way
To see past all the bullshit that keeps us all mentally slaved
Because the root of capitalism is radical evil
My radical people equality won't make us all equal
I wonder if we'll reach equity