Fall

I can never say the right things at times like this
I'm sure I'll be wrong
Again
So I tend not to say much at all
Just say a dumb joke and move along
I'm running out of voices to use
When I talk to you in my head
It kinda hurts when the words that you say are the words that you mean
You've never been much of one to leave it up to interpretation

I want to stand somewhere I can fall
I want to live through it all
But how can I do that when I'm afraid of the floor
Don't know if I trust my legs anymore

Now I find myself alone again
That's supposed to give me time to think
But I just fill my head with nothing
And call myself smart for thinking of it
My future is filled with choices
But none I want to do
But I think if I just thought it over
I could find something to choose

I want to stand somewhere I can fall
I want to live through it all
But how can I do that when I can't fall asleep
Don't know if ill make it to the next heartbeat

The suns coming up it hasn't done that in weeks
I've always had trouble getting up on time
Punctuality has never been very easy for me
I'm more one to take things slow
But you made me get out
Of my bed and my head
And be where I am

But to be honest, I'm afraid
That my future is already made
I guess that's something I need to deal with
Because all of this doubt might make the difference

I want to stand somewhere I can fall
I want to live through it all
But how can I do that when I'm afraid of the floor
Don't know if I trust my legs anymore
I want to stand somewhere I can fall
I want to live through it all
But how can I do that when I can't fall asleep
Don't know if I'll make it to the next heartbeat