im sorry

Cause I told you
I'm tryna be a better person
And I told you
I'll be home next year
And I warned you
You might get hurt in this mess
Cause I told you
I'm nothing but a sinner

Cause you're the only one I want
And I know that I won't ever get you
Cause you are hiding
Cause you're the only one and I know
You'll never settle for less than perfect
But what's perfect isn't me

Cause I'm not that good at doing what I'm told
Cause I'm not that good at all

Cause you're the only one I want
And I know ill never get you
Cause you're so so far away
Yeah you're so so far away

Please won't you come pick me up
We'll go on a date
I'll pay for your food if you really want me to
Just so you know, I only make $100 a week
It's not that much to live off
It's not that much to live off
I'm very poor you know
I'm just tryna get by
I'm tryna get by but but but

You're the only one and I know
It's hard to see us in your head
Cause you know it won't last
But I want it to you know
Cause you're the only one I want
And I know I'm dreaming too hard
Maybe it's just a lost cause
But maybe it's something more
Cause you're the only one and I know
It's hard to see this way
But I'm very naive and optimistic
So won't you come sit with me
I'll buy you lunch, I'll buy you food
If that means I have nothing to eat myself
I'm nothing
I don't deserve anything at all