In My Head

Stuck in my head
It's been hard to find rest, so
Dead, dead, dead
I've been so lost
Just stuck in my head, so
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I wish I could claim that I never did care about anybody else
Used to just stare at myself but I saw somebody else
Fuck all the money, I'm after the wealth
Bucket down deep in my well
But I'm not doing well, with my happiness lately
Letting these sleepless nights, hold me I'm breaking
Been needlessly letting these lonely days shape me
Picture your pain never fading, then ask me why I've been depressed
Emotions down deep that I went and compressed
Letting em out is a lot to digest but I keep on just trying my best

Stuck in my head
It's been hard to find rest, so
Dead, dead, dead
I've been so lost
Just stuck in my head, so
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, to tell you truth?
Been lost in the thoughts in head
Been more than a minute
Still feeling your divot in bed where I lay
That's where I stay
But sad don't pay, less I write about it
My pain don't show, less I show it to you
Faking smiles just a way of life
But I gave it to you
That's all I would do
Now I'm typing a text, viewing the bubbles
Not sending it through cuz it's too deep
Went through heat, just to miss you
On this loose leaf, where I jot about it
Then rap about it on a fifty beat
Still don't know my destiny
Still can't tell what's meant for me
They don't know me, got history
That I keep in a lock with no key
Holding my secrets to me
That's something that I gotta keep
Won't let out a peep
To tell you the truth
No one knows me
I don't even know myself
I don't even know myself
I don't even know who I am
Well

Stuck in my head
It's been hard to find rest, so
Dead, dead, dead
I've been so lost
Just stuck in my head, so
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Stuck in my head
It's been hard to find rest, so
Dead, dead, dead
I've been so lost
Just stuck in my head, so
Yeah, yeah, yeah