Detox

It's driving me crazy
Wondering if you think that I'm crazy
Maybe I'm scared of the truth that I may be lazy
Thinking that somebody could change me, save me
I don't want somebody to save me
A seat at the table if they don't want me there

I'd quit if I were able
But I've always been the one who cares
Stares off into the distance
Fixes all the things they don't care that are different
Different, scared out of my mind I can't be different
That the ones before me have determined my existence
Listen, I don't know how to listen

I need a detox
To save me from these thoughts
I wanna get better
I've never been this far gone

I need a detox
From taking all these shots
And get my shit together
Let go of the things I've lost

I need a...
(I need a, I need a detox)
(I need a, I need a detox)

It's getting so lonely
Waiting for somebody to love me
Touch me
I'm scared there's a chance that I won't be worthy
If somebody knew me truly
All they get to know is my body

I don't wanna waste my time
Or run away when I can't hide
From everything I feel inside
'Cause I feel like

I need a detox
To save me from these thoughts
I wanna get better
I've never been this far gone

I need a detox
From taking all these shots
And get my shit together
Let go of the things I've lost

I need a...
(I need a, I need a detox)
(I need a, I need a detox)

I need an IV drip
A spiritual pilgrimage
I'll do whatever I need to
Until my fears don't exist

I'd give up every high
Take a few years off of my life
If I got a redo
So I can sleep at night

I need a, I need a detox
To save me from these thoughts
I wanna get better
I've never been this far gone

I need a detox
From taking all these shots
And get my shit together
Let go of the things I've lost

I need a
(I need a, I need a detox)
(I need a, I need a detox)



Credits
Writer(s): Ava Frazier
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