Excuses (feat. Charles Hussle)

If this what you want, and this what I want
Then why we fucked up like this?
Double my cup, and double my blunt
Boy I'm drunk as shit
Before you go
You need to know
That I need your number
And I hope you call me but I know you won't
I know you won't
Fuck it 'cause I just been itchin to pitch a whole game to shawty in the back though
Got a telly but it ain't mine
Got a celly but it's offline
Tell me all of your dreams, I'll dance around mine
Speak of your fears and I'll suppress mine
Keep it one thou', I'll tell you all lies
If it's all cool I'll slide around 5
But remind me what you do, do
Me?
Cat voodoo
'Cause I make the pussy do anything
Jump through hoops on many strings
And I been meaning to find meaning
Loving myself and my demons
Bottles on shelves
And balls in the trash
And coke in the addict now I'm leaning

And everything I got, taking everything I get
The burden on my back, imma carry on my own
Don't matter where you are, only matters who you with
On a trip right quick, tryna find a way home
For a fact
Never change
Make a scene
I arrive
'Cause the pain
That I feel
Telling me
I'm alive
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa, whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa

Lordy forgive me, I know that I slip
I keep it on lock when I bag me a zip
100 Proof waters, I might take a dip
And we get equipped if you loosen your lips
Love me when I'm poppin and I'm at my best
Love me when I'm broke and my life is a mess
Love me when I'm healing and when I've been hurt
I pray that you love me when I'm in the dirt

So how you gon' drive when nobody wanna steer?
Easier to see with nobody in the mirror
The closer I look makes it look less clear
Only look up to God when I face my fears
Train of thought off the track and I can't see the lines
Run a lap in your shoes but you can't tie mines
Oh well it's fine
It is what it is, but I want you to know that I'm tryin'

And everything I got, taking everything I get
The burden on my back, imma carry on my own
Don't matter where you are, only matters who you with
On a trip right quick, tryna find a way home
For a fact
Never change
Make a scene
I arrive
'Cause the pain
That I feel
Telling me
I'm alive
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa
Like whoa whoa, whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa whoa

Hanging by a thread, or I'm hanging by the neck
It's only when you dead that they paying you respect
But niggas overdue, overdraft and they still wanna laugh
How you multiply your money but you can't do the math?
I'm sorry I'm late and I missed all your calls
I'm locked in my room hearing screams in the walls
But you could blame me, I ain't mad not at all
Just know who you stepping on right when you fall

I'll die with your secrets, pray that I keep em'
Promise for promise and I'll never leave em'
Higher vibrations, my people adjacent
Had to get out of my bag to chase one
Chakras aligned, I'm seeing the signs
Seed of my sins rooted out, now I'm growing
No one's okay, I'm sorry I asked
I follow the breeze wherever it's blowing

And everything I got, taking everything I get
The burden on my back, imma carry on my own
Don't matter where you are, only matters who you with
On a trip right quick, tryna find a way home
For a fact
Never change
Make a scene
I arrive
'Cause the pain
That I feel
Telling me
I'm alive