Mirrors

I broke all the mirrors
In the room all around me
Trying to find reflections I wanted to see
And I overthought it
With my mind too bad damaged
These nights it's getting way too hard to sleep
And I don't wanna start a war with myself, ooh
And I don't want to pick up all these bullet shells

I'm feeling so lost
On the surface
Where's my purpose?
And what is the cost?
Of the mirrors
That I shattered

If I find me in the black void of space
Looking around trying to find my place
And if I lose my way
Trying to escape
What I'm not

Staring at the ceiling with the lights burned out
Tryna make a move but I'm stuck right now
It's a big world stretchin'
With my feet both fractured
And I broke all the windows
In this house that I'm trapped in
My neighbours look at me, in disarray
(I'm afraid)

If I find me in the black void of space
Looking around, trying to find my place
And if I lose my way
Trying to escape

Cause when I am older, and I look back on now
I know I won't look back at fear and the doubt
Of when I was afraid
Trying to escape
What I'm not