u could never

Haha, you're funny, you know that?
Yeah, obviously, don't rub it in, stupid

So I am doing something new
And sometimes that isn't that bad, but it'll never last
When I look at you I think
Time goes by way too fast
And I'm doing something that I never
Bitch I look him in the eyes and I say "Could you ever?"

No, I don't feel better
And she asks me if I'm fine and I say "Fuck you whatever"
I don't wanna
And I keep on trying, I keep on fucking up
And I can't stop loving ya
I'm so done with ya
But I can't stop doing this
I can't prove how I feel, I think I'm losing it
And I'm choosing hi-I-I'm

Why don't you wanna love me
I got blood on my neck
Had to make sure I'm fine
I don't remember where we started
So I just got offline
And I don't know where my heart is
I think that I'ma die
She don't care if I lie
She does the same thing as me
I can't help her with that

But I'm doing what I can, I can promise you that
I ain't calling you a friends 'cause I'll get stabbed in the back
I wish we never met, it's like fuck what you said
And I'm doing something that I never
Bitch I look him in the eyes and I say "Could you ever?"
No, I don't feel better
And she asks me if I'm fine and I say "Fuck you whatever"