Growing Pains

I've been sleeping alone
And growing my hair out
I turned off my phone
And I stopped wearing makeup
I'm eating alone
And facing my fears now
I learned to say no but it's weird cause I'm makin it
On my own
I'm all alone

I've got growing pains
Cause growing's painful
It hurts deep in my veins
But I'm still grateful for
Growing pains
Cause growing changed me
I know I look the same
But nothing stayed the same when I left you
I'm all alone

I'm dreamin alone
And letting my hair down
Found shade on my own
I laid there 'till it felt okay
on my own
I'm all alone

I've got growing pains
Cause growing's painful
It hurts deep in my veins
But I'm still grateful for
Growing pains
Cause growing changed me
I know I look the same
But nothing stayed the same when I left you
I'm all alone

I called my mom that day
I told her how I wanted things to change
Told her how we'd grown apart
But life without ya seemed too hard
She said "don't you love the stars?
You can love things from afar."
She said "go watch the sunset
The colors changing make it
beautiful"
She said "love can make you blind"
She said "just don't waste your time"

But I've got growing pains
Cause growing's painful
It hurts deep in my veins
But I'm still grateful for
Growing pains
Cause growing changed me
I know I look the same
But nothing stayed the same when I left you
I'm all alone